Embodying being SEXUALLY LIBERATED with UNLIMITED TALENTS

Embodying being SEXUALLY LIBERATED with UNLIMITED TALENTS (aka a SLUT)…. that’s how you celebrate being a woman. 
As some of you know I have reframed the term SLUT to the above, where I reclaim this part of me. 
This part of me that is a sexual being and refuses to be shamed for that. 
This part of me had been shut down, that had been afraid of the power of her true sexuality, which she had hidden behind being a ‘fake’ sexual woman that came from an unconscious and disconnected place. 
A woman who was only sexual to be wanted, to be valued, to be noticed, to be loved, to feel like she had control over men. 
Not really knowing that this way of being sexual had disempowered her and taken her out of her body where she had become numb to real pleasure.
Because how can you ever surrender to pleasure if you are always in control? 
I have since reconnected to my healthy slut. The slut in me that FEELS, that yearns, that longs to devour and to be devoured. 
That raw part of me, that wants to be unleashed and to be fully seen and honoured in her fuck energy. 
This part of me that knows when she is in her authentic sexual power where she feels it coming from within her not from external validation. 

……..

So last night… I danced my SLUT.

And it was so freaking liberating.

I was witnessed by 20 other women, as I was fully tuned into this part of myself that I had been shamed for so long, that I have, in the last few years, deeply grown to love. 
She was so ready to be unleashed as soon as she walked into the room! 
She was then fully received and honoured by these other sluts which only spurred her into going deeper. 

I went deeper into my Slut than I have gone before and I fucking loved it!!! 
But I have realised that I have been afraid to share my Slut energy on here. 
To share photos of me in this way. Hiding this part of me to try and appear to be ‘professional’. 

Afraid that people may judge me and think that I am trying to get attention, that I am in a shadow slut, when really I feel and know that I am sexually empowered from a healthy internal place. 
The truth is I don’t want to appear to be using my sexuality and my body to get attention like I used to.

I’m afraid to be seen as one of those women who is ‘attention seeking’ without people understanding me. 

Geeeez, we are so hard on our sistas! 

And I can see that really I’ve been in self-judgement of my old ways and therefore I’ve been afraid that other people would judge me for that too. 
I’m also afraid of the attention I would receive from men. 
Because I have been afraid to be objectified. 

It brings up feelings of getting unwanted attention. 

It feels yucky, as though it’s not honouring to me when they look at me in that way. 

But then there is a whole contradictory part of me that actually likes the attention, that thrives off of it, that wants to be noticed, appreciated and wanted.
I’m afraid to go there, to feel that, when I’ve worked so hard to heal myself and to stop using my sexuality to get attention. 
So it’s not even really about men at all, it is really about me being afraid of the massive power of my sexuality when I truly unleash it. 

  • SEXUALLY LIBERATED with UNLIMITED TALENTS (aka a SLUT)
  • Am I solid enough in my boundaries to say ‘no’? 

Yes, Of course I am, because this is what I do everyday in my sexual healing and tantra sessions. 
Where we safely and vulnerably express and explore our sexual selves whilst fully honouring each other and our boundaries. 

So now I am thinking FUCK HIDING.
Fuck what people may perceive of me! 

Fuck my own stories and judgements!

Why would I dim my light when I know that I am an extremely sensual woman?! 
And I love expressing myself in this energy! 
If you watch my Snapchats, you will have seen bits of this. 

I lovvvvve it. 

I slow down, I talk seductively, I move sensually, I touch gently, I look intensely. 

I so often get told by my clients ‘you are so sensual’!
But I have been hiding this a lot in public and around my friends. 

Usually it’s either just in my tantra sessions or in Snapchat when I express myself full sensual, sexual self. 
They are like my sacred spaces for unleashing this side of me. 

I also love being naked! 
I spend most of my time naked! 

I love dressing up in sexy outfits and lingerie too. 

I’ve so missed this part of me that loves fully embodying and expressing her Slut whether that be through my eyes, facial expression, clothes, dance, breath, sound, movement and touch. 
My Slut is so ready to express herself fully, and not be afraid of what people may think. 
I asked myself this, ‘how can I be fully sexually empowered if I was not willing to claim and share all of my sexual self?’ 
Whether that be my priestess, my wild woman, my maiden or my slut energy?  
None are more valuable or better than the other and all of them are parts of me. 
So I am here to say that I will no longer hide my Slut. 
If you see sexy looking posts from me, if you find yourself judging or assuming things about me, that is simply a reflection of the slut and sexiness you have not fully owned or loved in you. 
Because I will no longer hide the full expression of my Slut – my sexually liberated self. 
She is coming out, she will dance here, she will be seductive here, she will be sensual here, she will express herself fully here! 
No more hiding, only reclaiming!! 
Who feels me with this and is yearning to embody, feel and own their slut? 
Join my tribe of SLUTS on Facebook here 
Follow me on Snapchat: EJLoveAngel

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One thought on “Embodying being SEXUALLY LIBERATED with UNLIMITED TALENTS

  1. I am a man in my fifties and it has always distressed me that men have the ability (but not the right) to make feel women less of themselves. It all stems from the fact that men are essentially emotionally crippled but too cowardly to try to grow emotionally. I love your definition of S.L.U.T. and I wish you every success on your journey. The trip will be worth it and NEVER, EVER think less of yourself because you are a beautiful, sexual woman. Terry Foley

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